My Man.. My Girl...My Wee Ones and Me

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Browsing facebook today I noticed so many of the people I once had in my life still have each other. I have always stood just on the outside. I know why. Maybe not exactly. I wonder how I can make that go away. I doubt it. But I can control what I can control and I should hold those that are still close nearby. Time goes by and if I do not then I will be just on the outside again.

I am introverted. I get wrapped up in my own thoughts. I don't give myself whole-heartedly. I give myself to just a few at a time and I move on often. I think this is key. I give myself to just a few at a time and I move on often. Why? And who do I give myself to?

The past matters. The present matters. Living the moment whole-heartedly and interacting whole-heartedly matters. I cannot change my past behavior but I can be conscious of the actions I took whilst not thinking. Reaching out to those that I hold dear and are still near will soothe my soul. Choosing to interact with the people in my present moment with thoughtfulness will establish and strengthen the human connections of today.

Yet there is merit in focusing on the nearest and dearest to my heart. My man, Mr. Potts he has been by my side over ten years now. A true, loving and faithful heart he has. My girl, Amani knows the depths of my being and is my soul sister. And my Wee Ones. My Forevers. My Treasures. Gideon, Yeshua and Molly.

In every moment new beginnings are emerging amidst the doings of today. Many new avenues are intersecting with the paths of my life. All are within my grasp. The rodes I travel rest with the direction I focus my attention and the effort I place upon my travels.